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How Hurt I Am
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Leif
There's a feeling that tears me up inside.
from all the tears that I've wasted and all the lies.
I truly can't believe that I was sucked into thinking it was love,
where you truly weren't the angel that god had sent from above.
For me and only me you say?
Why hell no, there would probably be other guys you would like to lay.
Thinking at the time of the incident,
I ain't gonna let my life get hurt by this dent.
I truly thought I was doing it for us,
but you never really cared if I was caught of a bust,
always laughing, smiling, chillin wit your friends,
Even if I was on lockdown I had to contend,
for time that I would have liked to spent with you,
but on the other hand you juss blew me off.
You say I was the one, was it really true?
But how could I believe you?
Time after time, screw after screw.
If I was to call for you?
Would you be by ma side?
Not going to ah corner to hide.
Would you actually come back for me if I was hit,
going out on a bust and leaving me like sh..,
would you truly, would you believe,
cuz words are harder than from actions to deceive
I brought you from ground up to be mine,
I didn't want anybody to take you away from ma life.
I spent ma days with you, turning away from ma crew.
But I never realized of the feeling that had grew.
I put ma time, my love, my dedication into something that was wasted time,
There's really something to learn from the background of this rhyme.
But should I really continue to pour out my thoughts,
from all the things you left me, from all the gifts you had brought.
After all this time I still thought it was you,
the one who wouldn't hurt me, the one that made ma love grew.
But I will be more careful, in the weary world of love,
Cuz I really don't want to get hurt again,
to be out on the offensive again.
I've really learned now, from how things go,
that if a girl really loves you, trust me she'll have more than the hands can show.
But for me it's too late to see the bright side,
for I'm damage forever with this emotional scar to remember by.
From the years that I will spend learning, to the day that I die.
Nothing will stick on to me than from all the hatred lies.
How could you have lied, lied, lied, lied, lied............................
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This came from my heart. I was with my first girlfriend, when my heart was broken. She never really knew how much I loved her and how much I still do. She never knew how bad she done me wrong. But I have to move on in life. It was really hard for me to pour out my feelings in this poem, but as time went on I became more comfortable. But I'll always love you no matter what you have done, because you were my first love.
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